Yesterday went back home early coz there was no training. Haix. So was like studying and little sis came home and was making a racket !!!! So i told her off. Got told off by my mum instead. She said if im not happy, i could get out nof the house. So i did. I left the house again. It was around two plus in the afternoon. I grabbed my stuffs and walked out of the house, not stopping at the next block like i usually did. I went on, walked to the library and spent my time til around 5 plus then i dragged myself around the neighbourhood. So i texted Zul and he was such a good friend.
He advised me to go home amd well, I sat under a random block and cried my eyes out. Haix. At least someone still cares. Haix. So i was feeling so friggin' emo the whole day yesterday. Hmph. So went home. Mum went out and stupid little sis sleeping. So texted him till like 9 plus and i read Nicholas Spark's book too. Texted till i fell asleep. I woke up,got my stuff for fnn ready then i texted Zul tt i wanted to sleep. So,i drufted off to sleep but kept waking up in the middle of the nite.
Damn,haix. Will this go on forever? Am i strong enough to carry on ???