Well,having FnN lesson right now. So bored and tired man. Currently trying to do the damn coursework but the com is so lag. Argh!!!
Yesterday had Sports Fiesta and Pyros was crowned the champion. Hmm,congrats guys !
So friggin tired from al the running around and was like slacking at home. Was supposed to go for HRC but i did not go. I wanna do coursework but i feel kinda guilty for not being present for HRC. Sorry my peeps who's angry and cursing me right now for not coming. FnN comes first.
Life kinda suck right now cause it just is sucking right now!!! Haix. Im like so confused. What am i feeling right now? Which him is it? Can't i just forget the him who's so far away and beyond reach? I could only meet him next year, on the 4th of April. That date is etched on my mind on the day that he left and promised to come back. Haix.
The other him is so near yet he's just soooo far. It's complicated. I've been thimking about them and it just gets worse everyday trying to move on. People come but the pain and hurt stay longer than the person does.
Well, i gotta be thinking about my studies too,right? Studies are fine. Im coping fine,especially with maths. Strangely,but true. Im loving the subjects that i hated sooo much before. Geography is finally making sense to me after 3 years of forced studying.
To him: Im sorry if i've given you false hopes but i just want to continue being friends with you. Find someone else,im not good enough for you. Im not that person you know me for. I don't want to hurt you at the end of the day. Please,forget me for the Ain you knew. Im different now.
Haix,i gotta go now. Peace out babes and dudes.