"Show me where it hurts and I know that I can be the medicine you need and I’ll be your cure. I can see she left you with your heart wide open but I can be your shelter when the rain starts pouring. So don’t be afraid, I know I’m strong enough, to carry yours through. I’ll be your hero in my shining armor, just let me protect you, that’s what I’m here for. My love is the healer, don’t let me leave you. I promise I’ll be your cure.”"

mad like f***

Now life like shit. Tomorrow's gonna be crazy. I'm going crazy staring at his profile again and again. What is it about him that i can't seem to let go? What made me go crazy even at the sound of his name mentioned? I don't know. it hurts that he's just within reach but i can't seem to be able to touch him and hold on to him.

It's been tough since the start of the year. I was hoping for twist of tales but unfortunately things don't go my way. I've been trying my best in everything. But when it comes to relationship wise, i just totally give up. I don't wat anyone close, don't want them to know me. Cause once they know me, they always hurt me. It sucks to be in my shoes. Living a frigiin' life of pretense and living up to everyone's expectations, not being able to be free enough to live my life the way i want it.

I want this to end. Real soon. But i feel like i don't deserve a chance to step out of this life. Like it's already a part of me i can't seem to throw away. I feel like changing, once again. Like i want to run away from all these pain.

disappointing

The day started with o level results and definitely didn't meet my expexctations. Its like disappointing cause cikgu says so and she expected a lot more. haix. but whatever,gonna retake. so, striving for the best !!

random pics. nothing better to do so camwhored. pfft. bored to death siarh. well, he's gone already. want him out out out of my life. no more boys larh. give up, give up. gotta focus on my studies and next, my carrer. i won't die without a guy. so, haix. gotta go chiong fnn.