I'm sorry. I really am..but how could i prove it to you when i'm not even ready to forgive myself for what i've done. I feel so miserable facing her yet fighting the urge to not cry. I'm trying yet you aren't. I'm making amends yet you had to be stubborn I really am sorry for hurting you mum. Touch your heart and feel the heartbeat. Will you regret if i have to leave you suddenly? Will you think of me when i'm actually gone from your life or will you think its a relief? I'm sorry, i know it's my fault but things aren't the same anymore.
Maybe its best i stay away s your relationship with them gets better. I don't mind if you scold me again. Just don't treat me like i don't exist. Thanks for the previous love, care and concern. But that was history mum. Im different now.