i don't want to get dependent on him. I've been hurting myself too much. Expecting something from nothing at all. Bitch, you gotta wake up and focus on your studies! O levels and all the friggin exams are coming so, delete his number. Don't give a fuck about wad he said. You have to stop thinking about him. Remember your goals ain and strive the best for yourself.
If he doesn't wait for you till your o levels, its okay. Move on and get someone else. If you have aced your o's, you could live freely. Have a life without a boyfriend. You can totally live with it.