New me !!

Totally camwhored after cutting my hair. It was a new kind of feeling. Hmm..currently having our mother intensive week. wtf.

Anyway, heve been staying up late everyday and life is like...toots. toots.

Haix. what the heck siarh. So, just hope that life gets beeter okays. Hmm, anyaway,im going off now!

new life

Well, it seems like im having a new life with this new image. I cut my hair. I destroyed everything that reminds me of you. Its like the start of a new life and a new me. I didn't ask for it but stupid stuffs just keep happening in my life.

Everyone's been asking why i cut my hairso here's why:
1)the weather's been humid so cutting my hair feels more airy.
2)No need to get up so early in the morning to dry my hair.
3)My father hate short hair; i love pissing him off

miss those times

Hmpf. Life is boring? Idk. Im like having mood swings anyways. My free days are numbered.

Haix. Sian man.

Til now, im kinda hoping that he'll actually text. Im waiting..

Let's wait some more..

Am i actually hoping for things to be fine again?

Will things change when you come back?

I'm in a dilemma..trying to make up my mind.

Is it worth the while?

I don't want to let you go;

but i don't want to be hurt again.

I guess my life is actually fine without you;

Just feel that a part of me is missing..

Will i actually be strong enough to meet you?

Or will i be a coward and avoid you?

I really miss lower sec life..

Haix. Wth. So friggin' stressed. So during weekends was like doing some random stuffs. Playing dress up as usual and was like camwhoring. Bored to death man. Haix.

So did alot of stupid stuffs during weekends becoz i qwas cooped up at home. No fair !!!! Haix. So currently doing FnN again larhs. Haix. Bored!!! Rushing through my coursework. Time plan, done on paper but typing in com. Equipment list done. Haix.

Really siao like hell. Okay, im being random now. Pfft. Well, i gotta scoot !!!

Exams!!!

Okay, damn !!
Im having my mother tongue exam tomorrow and im afraid i will flunk it. Like, this is the only time im actually afraid i'll fail my mly paper. Guess because this is actually my o levels year.

Okay, school was fine. We had maths then combined humans. Mrs Teo actually went through the test paper answers with us. Then, had recess and celebrated Dom and Ed's bdae. Had choc cake. Then, had mly and just wrote notes. Damn scared for tmr. Haix.

So currently rushing through with my FnN coursework and feeling so grouchy and stressed !!!
Currently,2 recipes approved. 1,still pending while the other one is still finding. Haix, cannot take it ald. Jiayou !!!!!!! Bye peeps!! Update later!!

Damn-ed life

Well, I feel like i've been treated like shit again.

Well, wad difference does it make anyway? Maybe i'm just too trusting.

Maybe i should not have accepted anyone into my life just like that.

Maybe i'm just not suited to have a happy life.

Maybe,maybe and maybe.

What's the point of fretting anyway?

Would he really come back?

Countless times i told myself i've moved on but when i got hurt again;

He's the one who comes to my mind.

Maybe because i didnt say all tt i had wanted to say.

So that's why im living my life with all the regrets.

Am i waiting for a miracle to happen?

Or am i just not willing to let him go?

Am i supposed to carry on with my life?

Am i supposed to just go on with someone else?

How am i supposed to face everyone;

when everything i see reminds me of him????

How? How?

Is this gonna end or its gonna keep haunting me?

Im tired of sleepless nights

yet i just cant stop thinking of

HIM..

Class outing !!!

Well, had class outing with 4e3/5na on sat. Met everyone at amk. I waited 1 hour for dear princess huimin and she was the last to arrive. All of us train-ed via circle line and rched harbourfront. There, we were buying food and drinks. The guys look like uncles comparing prices and the girls were like by the side, laughing at them. Then, we bought tix and headed dwn to sentosa !!!!

We settled down and the guys began to show off their muscles, if they have. So all of the guys were without their shirts on. So, camwhored with the girls. We were bored and we watched the guys play volleyball. So funny. After that all the rest went into the water while i was like emo-ing on the beach. Then i was like friggin bored and i played with the sand. I created heart shape, the letter 'A' and tortoise. Wendy was trying to outline the shell and i was like screaming at her not to do so. Hahahs. Haha. Celebrated jiahui's bdae. Had fun smashing cake and flour on his face.Then continued wif our own activities.

At around 7 plus, we bathed, changed then bus-ed to harbourfont and was like arguing about where to eat at. At last we split up. I went to kfc with huimin,rijwan,eric,josh,vincent,javier and jin long. The rest ate at pastamania and ramen ten. Then we met up after our dinner and train-ed hme.

Haha. So rch-ed hme at arnd 11 plus. Only bro at hme. Ate grapes then texted huimin and kengteng. Until around 3 or 4 plus, then i slept. So it was fun and had a great time.